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[Apr. 25th, 2007|12:15 pm] |
so basically, my life stinks right now.. ha what a suprise.. :(
uh, yeah.. tonight shall be interesting... we will see..
at least i have my friends to get me through.. AMEN!! woohoo!! i love you guys! |
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[Apr. 16th, 2007|11:31 pm] |
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[Apr. 16th, 2007|11:03 am] |
so, everything is back to normal! thank GOD!!
God is so awesome, you just have to put your trust in him and he will work everything out!!!
woooohooo!!
=) |
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[Apr. 12th, 2007|08:14 pm] |
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| A beautiful life with so much to give, |
[Mar. 23rd, 2007|12:43 pm] |
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The image of God underneath your skin.
The BEAUTY of God underneath your skin.
[i can't stand it, you pretend you care, and then you go and do idiotic stuff to prove me wrong, or maybe it is just my girlish mind who wanted to believe that it was all going to be. but then it wasn't..
OR MAYBE..
it will, just not now..
just to let you know, i'm not going to talk to you, for a bit. this relationship expert once said..(who was a guy, haha) "ignore them a little" sooooo, how does that sound? pretty good idea to me? i really don't know, maybe i'll figure it out.. eventually??]
okay, new subject bc/ everyone who read that probably had NO clue what i was talking about. sorry..
wow, right now i am like the most blehhhhh person in the world. GREAT! what to do, what to do?
i have to be the bigger person in this situation, and i hate it how she's like, "let's just put it all on them,and i'll pretend like i don't know why she SOOO angry." kind of sad huh? and the thing is, i don't even want to do anything about it! that's the point that it has gotten to.. i mean yes, i am still here to pray her up, but any attachment other than that.. i'm gone.
who i turned into, wow, i didn't like that person at all. how could i have let myself go so far and not even care? now i def. care! but.. "cause we're all guilty of the same things, we think the thoughts whether or not we see them through,and I know that I have been forgiven, and I just hope you can forgive me too." i'm sick of people judging me, and just to let you know, i'm not judging you or anyone else. i am in NO place to do that. sorry, i can admit it when i'm wrong. it's okay, you can too! you'll be alright. =)
man, i haven't updated in such a long time, this is probably the longest one i've ever written.. and still i haven't gotten all my feelings out, i feel so angry, but i'm so ready to let it go.. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i don't know what to do, geez..
"On the outside all we see is clay
That hides the perfect light
But no one really knows the pain inside
I understand how much it hurts
To be the one who’s never seen
The missing pages in a magazine
No one knows you anymore
You’re lost inside the walls you’ve built
No one knows you anymore
A prison deep within your soul
There is One who sees it all
He’ll give you life you’ve never dreamed
He can see the pain underneath your skin
It’s hard to see you fading
Nothing that I do can bring you back
I pray to God that you don’t fade away
Your addiction is a symptom of a lost and dying soul
Without Jesus there’s no hope at all
There’s so much more this is not the end
It’s all in your hands don’t throw it away
A beautiful life with so much to give
The image of God underneath your skin
The beauty of God underneath your skin"
hmm.. God will help me! |
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| Everybody want's to be loved.. |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|11:51 pm] |
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wow, so i never get on here.. but the past week/week and a half has been absoultely amazing though.. God has seriously proven Himself over and over to me. these past few days, they have been totally awesome! and i thank Him every day for His grace!
i took the act today.. i don't think i did very well.. sadly..
i've been with brittany and anna NONSTOP which isn't a bad thing.. it's very entertaining actually..
i've gotten VERY close with my sister.. PRAISE GOD!
and everyone just needs to be praying about me and graduating.. bc/ everything is falling apart now.. ha what fun! =(
i went to huey's with brittany, anna, candace, billy, and my sister tonight. it was really nice to see candace again. i haven't seen her in forever!
that's about it.
what an update... =)
it's late and i got up early.. i'm about dead.. goodnight!!!!
1 Timothy 4:12
love,Caitlin |
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| wowowww.. an update |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|10:57 am] |
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so, I never seem to update this thing anymore but I felt like I should, ha..
so heres what has happened in the last couple weeks.
God has once again proved Himself to me, in amazinggg wonders! Enough said.
I got two of the four wisdom teeth removed on friday, dec. 8th, the other two with be taken out either in january OR febuary.
I'm working 21.75 hours this week, I will not be able to get anyone Christmas presents until after Christmas, which I feel entirely horrible about, forgive me, okay.
and Christmas is in 7 days.. wow!
remember the reason for the season though, He is truely amazing!
I love you all, Hobby |
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| So it's been a while, |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|06:38 pm] |
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A lot of things have happened, a lot of things have changed.
I no longer have to wear glasses/contacts, anything of that matter.
I got a job at Kroger, it's going alright
Thanksgiving was yesterday, which means, Christmas is on it's way =]
She was great, I only met her once but she was one of those people who left an impact. I met her 3 wks ago actually, I went up to Bolton to pass out fliers for Fall-Rush with Brittany and Anna. I just remember so distinctly us standing around her desk just talking. She was a great. And I really don't understand how anyone could do this, to anybody.
R.I.P Mrs.Scott
-Hobby |
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| well.well |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|09:46 am] |
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it has been quite a while since i last updated this thing, a lot of things have happened, and a lot of things have changed. i have a job now, i'm in the process of getting a car, and i like him, i like him a lot! haha.. no one really knows who 'him' is and it shall remain that way, but i know him, and he is just amazing. anyways, i now work at TCBY, wolfchase.. you should def. visit me, it gets boring.. umm.. i haven't really been on the internet bc/ it is messed up at my house, at the moment, but it should be fixed soo.. i don't really have much else to say, bc/ i really don't have time.. i'm at my mom's friends and we are leaving now, i promise next chance i get to update, i love you guys.. keep God first, hobby 2nd =]]
-HOBBY |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|04:14 pm] |
hello all, it's been a while eh? not alot has happened.. but alot has happened at the same time.. it's really confusing.. =/ |
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